A mid-life-crisis-of-a-memoir of one woman’s journey into the depths of mothering. Like the subconscious itself, this book is a chaotic and enlightening mix of well planned photographs, vintage snapshots and impromptu phone pics representing the visual stream of consciousness of a life lived mothering. Punctuated with poetry, narrative, journal entries and bits of inspiration scrawled on napkins in no name locations, it is her raw embodiment of the struggle to overcome the past, inform the future and survive the present without losing her mind completely.